hii dear
today i did saw someone post some notes at facebook.. and its kinda touching sia...
would like to share with u guys.. but her post was in chinese version...
某一天,你拨我的电话号码,语音告诉你我已经停机。你会不会难过?某一天,你的手机不再频繁的响起,你会不会不停的等待?某一天,你的邮箱收件箱里,不再有人可怜兮兮的说你好吗?你有没有好好吃饭,有没有好好照顾自己。你会不会不停的期盼?某一天,不再有人无论是深夜还是白天都坐在电脑旁等待着你上线,等待着可以打电话给你,你会不会失落?如果真的到了那样的一天,我还是希望你有一点点的难过,一点点的失落,一点点的想我,只要有一点点关于我的记忆就好,真的只要一点点就好。某一天,你打开电脑,我的头像变成了永远的灰色,不要说我不守承诺,那是我感觉到累了,倦了,也真的受伤了。某一天,你的生活中没有了我,请记住我对你的好;我的宽容。你要记得,我们虽然在地球的不同角落,但是我们头上顶着同一片蓝天。某一天,你的记忆中没有了我,不要忘记我们在一起的每一分每一秒,不要忘记我喜欢什么,讨厌什么。而我无论如何都不会忘记任何一个关于你记忆的片断,你习惯什么,反感什么。感情世界里,没有“公平”两个字,我不会计较这些,我们在一起的时间,会是我这辈子里最美丽的回忆。我还要你记得答应过我什么,许诺过我什么。如果有一天,你叹气的时候我不再去安慰你,你难过的时候不再陪你一起难过,心碎的时候不再去陪你一起心碎。那是我真的绝望了,真的心碎了,真的疲倦了。因为有太多太多的时候,我都是装,总是装作无所谓,可是我真的不在乎吗?而你呢?会在乎我的一切吗?可是我会很自责,会恨我自己,因为我做了一个不守承诺的人。我懂,其实都是我不好,我不该出现在你的生活中,我只该做一个默默爱你的人,默默等你的人,默默想你的人。可是我把一切一切都表现了出来。你知道了,清楚了,了解了,最终感动了没有?是不是等我离开了,你才会感动?
this is in chinese version...
One day, you call my phone number, voice to tell you I've shut down. You will not be sorry?One day, your cell phone is no longer frequently sounded, you will not be kept waiting?One day, your e-mail inbox, there were no more pitiful and said, How are you? Do you have a good meal, there is no good care of yourself. You will not stop looking forward to?One day, no night or day, whether someone is sitting beside the computer waiting for you on the line, waiting can call you, you will not be lost?If you are really into that kind of day, I still hope you have a little bit sad, a little bit lost, a little bit like me, just a little bit about my memories like, really just a little bit like.One day, you open the computer, I always head into the gray, do not say I did not fulfill its pledges, it was I felt tired, tired, and also really injured.One day, your life without me, please remember that I told you good; I tolerance. You have to remember that although we all corners of the earth, but we braved the head with a blue sky.One day, your memory is not me, do not forget we were together every minute, do not forget what I like, hate what.In any case I will never forget any of the pieces about your memory, you get used to anything, what is objectionable.Feelings in the world, there is no "fair" word, I do not mind this, we have time together would be the most beautiful of my life memories.I would also like you remember what I promised, promised me anything.If one day, you sigh, when I am not going to comfort you,You are sad we will no longer accompany you with sadness, broken-hearted with you will no longer Qupei heartbreaking.That is I really desperate, really sad, really tired.Because there are too many, I is loaded, always pretend does not matter, but I really do not care? And you? Will care about all I do?But I will be very self-reproach, would hate myself, because I did not abide by a commitment to people. I understand that, in fact all my fault, I should not have appeared in your life, I just love you to do a quiet person who quietly wait for you silently think you people. However, I have shown all these out. You know, clearly, to understand, and eventually moved yet?Is it waiting for me to leave, you only touched?
this were in english version...
seriously.. it was true... =3
tomorrow would be the last day for us to be with jacky...
seriously did learn alot from him.. he was cool man!
kinda sad... =( i love his class a lot.. now i really feel empty for the whole end sems..
now was extra class.. but doesnt really like the feel..
no more stress for this CNY.. was great.. but dun use to it.. cuz we use to have a lot of assignment.. dint sleep for few days....
while sleeping was sudden shock awake..
and more n more!
i love my life...
i love who i am now.. who im with now.. with no regrets...
treasure whoever was treating me very gud.. for those ppl who back stab me.. nvm is okays..
since it was a new year.. i forgive all of u.. ^^ god bless ya.. ♥
and an earlier new year wishes to all my bloggie reader... =3
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR...
get more angpau k... =3
will update my assessment things asap...
stay tunes...
p/s: i miss n love you =3 take care baby... ♥